Ruth Greenaway-Robbins

An Anglican Priest sharing sermons, musings and thoughts

  • “The cornerstone making both one”

    O King of the nations, and their desire, the cornerstone, who makes both one: Come and save man, whom you formed from clay.

    For many of us, it carries the weight of disappointment: leaders who divide rather than unite, systems that privilege some and crush others, voices that grow louder while compassion grows thin — even dismissed as weakness. Against this backdrop, we dare to pray O Rex Gentium: O King of the nations. Not ruler of one people, one ideology, or one border, but of all.

    And not a king imposed by force, but one named as the desire of the nations.

    That phrase is striking. Even where Christ is not named, the longing he fulfils is present: the ache for justice, the hope for peace, the yearning to belong without fear. These desires cross cultures, languages, and histories. They surface in protest and in prayer alike. Advent recognises them as holy longing, and dares to say they find their centre in Christ.

    Yet this kingship is defined not by dominance, but by architecture.

    “The cornerstone making both one.” In ancient buildings, the cornerstone determined the alignment of everything else. Get it wrong, and the whole structure becomes unstable. Get it right, and walls that might otherwise pull apart are held in relationship to one another.

    Paul draws on this image in Ephesians, speaking of Christ as the one who breaks down dividing walls, particularly between those we might define as insiders and outsiders. The cornerstone does not erase difference; it holds difference together. Unity here is not uniformity, but reconciliation.

    This is the kingship Advent places before us.

    We wait for a king who does not exploit division, but heals it.

    A king whose authority is not threatened by plurality.

    A king whose reign makes space for many stories, while drawing them towards justice and peace.

    I don’t think I can write about O Rex Gentium without naming the rise of nationalism I am witnessing within Christianity here in the UK but with a particular perniciousness in England, a phenomenon not confined to this country, but visible across the globe. There is a pervasive tide advancing in which the language and symbols of Christianity are being claimed in the service of nationalism and exclusion. Recently I read the stark observation that “the far right have parked their tanks on the lawn of the Church of England” (Observer, 14 December 2025). It is an image that unsettles precisely because it names something many of us sense but struggle with and the absolute fear this brings to so many.

    This vision could not be further from the Christ we name as O Rex Gentium.

    The King of the nations is not claimed by one people, one culture, or one political project. He is not enthroned through dominance or defended by fear. Instead, this King is the desire of all nations, the one who draws rather than coerces, who gathers rather than divides. Formed from the same clay as all humanity, Christ stands in radical solidarity with the whole human family, not elevating one group over another, but revealing the deep belonging of all.

    To invoke Christ as O Rex Gentium is therefore to resist every attempt to bend Christianity into a tool of exclusion. It is to proclaim a kingship that dismantles walls rather than fortifies them, that refuses the false safety of nationalism in favour of the costly, vulnerable work of reconciliation. This King does not reign by narrowing the circle of who belongs, but by widening it until all are gathered into one.

    And then the antiphon grounds this vast, cosmic vision in something utterly ordinary:

    “Come and save the human race, which you fashioned from clay.”

    Clay is fragile. Clay cracks when it dries. Clay needs water and care. To speak of humanity as clay is to remember both our dignity and our vulnerability. We are shaped by God’s hands, and easily broken.

    This prayer refuses to spiritualise salvation. It remembers bodies. Lives. Earth. The stuff of creation. The king we await does not hover above humanity, but kneels in the dust and works with it. In Christ, the one through whom all things were made enters fully into what it means to be human; limited, dependent, embodied.

    There is humility here too.

    If we are clay, then none of us is self-made. None of us stands above another. This antiphon quietly dismantles hierarchies of worth and reminds us that every person; refugee and ruler, neighbour and stranger, it shares the same origin and the same need for grace.

    To pray O Rex Gentium is to ask not only for rescue, but for re-ordering: for a world rebuilt around a different cornerstone, and for our own lives to be realigned where they have bent towards fear, pride, or despair.

    As Advent draws close to Christmas, this antiphon widens our gaze. The child we await belongs not to one nation alone, but to the whole human family. His coming is not a private comfort, but a public hope.

    And so we pray, with clay-stained hands and expectant hearts:

    come and save us – all of us.

    Today’s musical offering comes from the Polish composer Paweł Łukaszewski, whose setting of the O Antiphons is quite new to me. There is a sense restraint in his writing, a sense of listening as much as proclaiming, that feels particularly fitting for O Rex Gentium. The music does not rush to resolution; it holds tension gently, allowing longing, fragility, and hope to coexist. In a world strained by division, this setting sounds like a prayer that refuses force, trusting instead in patient gathering of voices held together, like stones aligned around a true cornerstone.

    O King of the nations,

    desire of every heart,

    cornerstone of a divided world:

    re-align our lives with your justice,

    soften what has hardened in us,

    and remake us, fragile clay,

    into a dwelling place of peace;

    for you gather all things into one,

    and your kingdom has no borders.

    Amen.

  • “Come and enlighten those who dwell in darkness”

    O Morning Star,
    splendour of light eternal and sun of righteousness:
    Come and enlighten those who dwell in darkness
    and the shadow of death.

    On this day, the light turns.

    Today, the 21st of December, marks the winter solstice – the longest night, the deepest dark. From here, almost imperceptibly at first, the days begin to lengthen. The change is subtle, easily missed. And yet it is real. Something has shifted.

    It is no accident that the Church places O Oriens here.

    Oriens means dawnrisingthe east. It names the moment when light first appears – not in fullness, but as promise. A pale glow on the horizon. Enough to say: the night will not have the final word.

    This antiphon draws together powerful images: Morning Starsplendour of light eternalsun of righteousness. These are not decorative titles. They speak of light that does more than illuminate, instead it reminds us of light that heals, restores, and re-orders what has been bent out of shape.

    Malachi’s promise of the sun of righteousness rising with healing in its wings is not about brightness alone. It is about justice. About warmth returning to cold places. About life stirring where numbness has set in. Reminds me always of The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe as the spring returns when Aslan frees them from perpetual winter.

    And still, the prayer of Malachi is honest: “those who dwell in darkness and the shadow of death.”

    Again, not passing through, but dwelling. Living there. Learning how to survive with limited vision. Darkness here is not failure; it is a condition. And Advent refuses to shame that reality. Instead, it names it – and prays light into it.

    There is something deeply gentle about O Oriens.

    Unlike the previous antiphons that cry out for rescue and release, this one asks simply to be enlightened. To see. To be warmed. To have the shadows loosen their grip. Sometimes what we need most is not for everything to change at once, but for enough light to take the next faithful step – to see some hope returning.

    In the Christian story, Christ is not only the light that exposes; he is the light that accompanies. He does not blind us with sudden brilliance. He comes as dawn.

    This matters pastorally, spiritually, and personally.

    Many of us live with long shadows, grief that lingers, uncertainty about the future, weariness that sleep does not fix. We carry the weight of the world’s pain alongside our own. And yet Advent insists that even here, light is already at work. Not yet noon. Not yet complete. But real.

    To pray O Oriens is to trust that God’s coming does not depend on our readiness. The sun rises whether or not the world is prepared. Light breaks in because that is its nature.

    And the Church, standing in this in-between space – after the longest night, 3 days until we welcome the coming eve of Christmas – dares to say: look east. Watch the horizon. Pay attention to small signs of change. A softened heart. A renewed courage. A moment of clarity. A glimmer of hope.

    Christ comes not only to banish darkness, but to dwell within it – until it is transformed from the inside out.

    So today, we wait not with clenched fists, but with lifted eyes. The dawn is nearer than it was and that is the start of the journey.

    Today’s musical expressions of O Oriens are plentiful. I love O Radiant Dawn by Sir James MacMillan, one of my favourite composers; his rendering is mesmerising. However, in light of what I have written, it is the beautiful and ethereal setting by Cecilia McDowall that, for me, truly holds the space of those who dwell in darkness. There is dissonance within the hopefulness of the music; the expansiveness itself is unsettled. This feels true to the experience of those who live in dark places – not without hope, but watching and waiting for the horizon to brighten.

    O Morning Star,
    light that rises even after the longest night,
    shine upon all who live in shadow.
    Warm what has grown cold within us,
    heal what is weary or wounded,
    and lead us into your gentle day.
    We wait for you, light of the world.
    Amen.

  • “You open, and no one can shut”

    O Key of David and sceptre of the House of Israel;
    you open and no one can shut;
    you shut and no one can open:
    Come and lead the prisoners from the prison house,
    those who dwell in darkness and the shadow of death.

    Keys are small things, but they can carry immense power, hold remarkable memories, 

    A single key can grant access or deny it. It can unlock a home, a cell, a future or leave someone waiting outside, unheard. To speak of Christ as the Key of David is to name authority, yes, but a particular kind of authority: one that opens rather than hoards, that releases rather than confines.

    I remember, at my licensing by the Bishop here in the church earlier this autumn, being handed an enormous bunch of keys. I felt their weight immediately, and they still baffle me on a daily basis, so many doors, so many locks. And yet, without them, I cannot enter our beautiful church building or do the work to which I have been called. Keys carry weight in more ways than one: they hold power and responsibility, and at their best, they are given not to shut people out, but to open doors.

    The image comes from Isaiah, where the key is entrusted to one who will open doors no one else can open. In the ancient world, keys were worn across the shoulder – visible signs of responsibility. This was not private power, but public trust. To hold the key was to be accountable for who was let in, and who was set free.

    Advent dares to say that this authority belongs to Christ.

    Not to emperors, not to systems, not to institutions, not to the loudest voices or the strongest hands, but to the one who comes quietly, born among the poor, laid in a feeding trough. The sceptre of the House of Israel appears not as a weapon, but as a promise: authority exercised for the good of all.

    And the antiphon is clear about what this authority is for.

    “Come and lead the prisoners from the prison house, those who dwell in darkness and the shadow of death.” This is not abstract language. Scripture knows that prisons are real, made of stone and iron, but also that captivity takes many forms. Fear, addiction, grief, shame, poverty, injustice, despair. Some prisons are visible; others are carried inside the body and the heart.

    To pray O Clavis David is to acknowledge both kinds.

    It is to name the places where doors feel firmly shut: in our lives, in our communities, in the world we watch on the news. It is to admit how easily systems become locked, how quickly people are labelled, excluded, forgotten. And it is to ask for a different kind of opening: not naïve optimism, but real release.

    There is a sharp edge to this antiphon, too.

    “You open and no one can shut; you shut and no one can open.”  I believe this is not about control for its own sake. It is about truth. Some doors should be closed: the doors that lead to exploitation, abuse of power, and dehumanisation. Advent hope is not permission for everything to continue as it is. It is the courage to believe that God’s justice will have the final word.

    And then comes the deepest image of all: “those who dwell in darkness and the shadow of death.”

    These words echo the psalms – and the long nights of winter. They speak of people who have lived so long without light that darkness feels normal. Who are not just passing through shadows, but dwelling there. Waiting there.

    Advent does not rush past this. It lingers long enough to say: God sees you. God comes for you. The key turns even here. Even when you can’t believe for yourself.

    In Jesus, the Key of David does not unlock from a distance. He enters the darkness himself. He knows confinement, fear, abandonment, and death – and still opens a way through. His authority is forged not in avoidance of suffering, but in solidarity with it.

    So, when we pray this antiphon, we are not simply asking for doors to open. We are asking to be led, out of what confines us, into light we cannot yet imagine.

    And we are trusting that the one who holds the key is gentle enough to wait with us as the door opens.

    Today I have chosen the beautiful music of Gabriel Jackson. His O Clavis David unfolds with an expansive generosity, as if a door has been flung wide open before us. It then draws back into a place of quiet gentleness, as though God is patiently coaxing those of us who need it through the very doors that long to be opened.

    O Key of David,
    holder of doors and keeper of hope,
    unlock what binds us
    and lead us into your light.
    Free all who dwell in darkness,
    and open a way where none seems possible.
    We wait for you, bringer of release.
    Amen.

  • “Come and deliver us, and delay no longer”

    O Root of Jesse, standing as a sign among the peoples;
    before you kings will shut their mouths;
    to you the nations will make their prayer:
    Come and deliver us, and delay no longer.

    Roots are usually hidden.
    They work quietly beneath the surface – anchoring, feeding, holding fast. We tend to notice the visible parts of life: branches heavy with fruit, leaves catching the light, flowers opening in season. But without roots, nothing endures. Nothing grows.

    To call Christ the Root of Jesse is a strong and unsettling image. Jesse, the father of King David, represents a royal line that once flourished and then failed. By the time Isaiah speaks of a root emerging, the great tree of David’s kingdom has been cut down to a stump. What remains looks lifeless. Power has been lost. Hope feels unrealistic.

    And yet Isaiah insists: from that stump, something new will grow.

    This antiphon does not imagine salvation arriving through strength or success, but through what looks small, buried, and overlooked. A root pushing its way through hard soil. Life beginning again where history appears to have ended. This is a wild promise – a God who reveals the kingdom not by erasing loss, but by working within it.

    Advent is honest in this way. It does not pretend the world is fine. It acknowledges broken systems, exhausted leaders, and promises that have not been kept. Advent does the messy stuff of life well. We pray O Radix Jesse not from a place of triumph, but from the ache of waiting – waiting for something real to take root again.

    For me, the image of the root also echoes my experience of time spent in therapy. Therapy is rarely about quick fixes. It involves slowing down, digging beneath what is visible, and allowing things long buried to be gently – and sometimes painfully -unearthed. There is an inevitable season of disturbance: soil turned over, roots exposed, familiar ground unsettled. It can feel worse before it feels better. And yet, without that unearthing, there can be no deep healing, no lasting growth.

    The work happens quietly. Often invisibly to most, only visible to the client, therapist, and of course, God. You perhaps leave a session feeling no immediate change, no dramatic resolution – and yet something is shifting beneath the surface. Strength is being re-formed at the root.

    This feels deeply resonant with O Radix Jesse. God’s deliverance does not bypass the hard ground of our lives. It enters it. Redemption grows not despite the disturbance, but through it.

    The antiphon continues: “standing as a sign among the peoples; before you kings will shut their mouths.” This is not the language of domination, but of truth. Kings fall silent not because they are crushed, but because their authority is revealed as limited. The Root of Jesse does not shout louder than the powerful; it renders them speechless by unveiling a different kind of power altogether. What an image for our loud world.

    And this sign is not only for Israel. “To you the nations will make their prayer.” From the beginning, this hope is expansive. What grows from Jesse’s root is not a private salvation, but a gathering place — where diverse peoples find safety, meaning, and belonging.

    This matters deeply in Advent.

    We are waiting for a child born into a particular story – Jewish, rooted, specific – and yet whose life reaches far beyond any one people. Paul will later echo Isaiah, naming Christ as the hope of the Gentiles. The root holds together memory and promise, heritage and future, local story and global longing.

    The final plea of the antiphon is urgent: “Come and deliver us, and delay no longer.” There is impatience here, even desperation. This is not polite prayer. It is the cry of those who know the ground is fragile and time matters — those who cannot afford for justice to be postponed yet again.

    And perhaps this is where the antiphon meets us most honestly.

    We long for things to change – in our world, our communities, our own lives – and we grow weary of waiting. We want transformation now, not eventually. Yet Advent teaches us to look for deliverance that begins underground: unseen, slow, and therefore resilient.

    I remember an Advent not so long ago, a season of darkness no one should have to endure. Praying the Office on this day, I wept over the words “Come and deliver me, and delay no longer.” My roots felt exposed; I wanted justice and hope immediately. What I did not yet know was that the roots of who I am today were already being strengthened. Growth was happening quietly, patiently, beneath the surface.

    Like the Root of Jesse, flourishing came not from escape. Instead from the roots of hope deep within me and within those who prayed for me.

    The Root of Jesse does not arrive with spectacle.
    It grows.
    It holds.
    It endures.

    To pray this antiphon is to place our hope not in quick fixes or loud saviours, but in the deep, patient work of God – life rising where we thought only stumps remained.

    And so, we pray, not because everything is ready, but because God is already at work beneath our feet.

    Today I share with you a piece quite new to me, by the composer Miškinis – O Radix Jesse from his setting of the 7 antiphons. It’s a deeply peaceful and hope-filled piece of music. It allows one to breathe and root ourselves in the midst of this busy season.

    Closing Prayer 

    O Root of Jesse,
    hidden source of life and hope,
    take root again in our world.
    Grow where all seems cut back or worn down.
    Gather the nations in justice and peace,
    and bring your deliverance without delay.

    We wait for you,
    Lord of deep and faithful promise.
    Amen.

  • “Come and redeem us with an outstretched arm”

    O Adonai, and leader of the House of Israel,
    who appeared to Moses in the fire of the burning bush
    and gave him the law on Sinai:
    Come and redeem us with an outstretched arm.

    Adonai is not a word we use lightly. Hence, my translation might appear clumsy as “O Lord”.

    In the Hebrew scriptures it is the reverent substitute for the unutterable name of God – I AM. A name so holy it is not spoken aloud. To cry O Adonai is not to use a title casually, but to address the Holy One with awe, trembling, and trust. It is to stand, barefoot, on holy ground. How absolutely incredible, and beautiful, I love that language can have such power and inspire such awe in us.

    This antiphon draws us back into the foundational story of liberation. Moses, tending sheep, notices a bush that burns but is not consumed. God speaks not from a palace or temple, but from fire in the wilderness – calling Moses by name, revealing divine compassion, and sending him back into danger for the sake of enslaved people. This is not a distant God, but one who hears the cry of the oppressed and acts. This is so much a God who reveals themselves in the power of – I AM.

    And yet this God is also lawgiver. Adonai appears again on Sinai, amidst thunder and cloud, giving the law, not as a burden, but as a gift. The law is given after liberation, not before. And I think that is so important – Laws that are given not to burden but to aid our Liberation. Israel is freed first, then taught how to live as a people shaped by freedom. This matters. God’s commands are not about control, but about forming a community that reflects justice, mercy, and care for the vulnerable.

    When we pray O Adonai, we are calling on a God who is both tender and demanding. A God who rescues – and then asks something of us. A God who says: I have set you free; now learn how to live freely.

    The final line of the antiphon is bold and expressed in an embodied way: “Come and redeem us with an outstretched arm.” This is the language used in Exodus to describe God’s decisive, public action – visible, forceful, unmistakable. Not a quiet spiritual rescue, but a real one, involving bodies, borders, and broken systems.

    Advent invites us to ask uncomfortable questions here and I ask these as someone who finds the answers from within myself deeply uncomfortable, but I believe they are important.

    What do we still need redeeming from – personally, communally, and structurally?
    Where do we long not just for comfort, but for liberation?
    What chains have become so familiar that we hardly notice them anymore?

    To pray this antiphon honestly is to risk being changed. Because if God redeems with an outstretched arm, that arm may stretch through human action too. Moses did not part the sea alone. He showed up, spoke up, stood his ground. Redemption, in scripture, is always both divine and participatory.

    But what is faith without risk? We pray these antiphons around the words of Mother Mary, who risks everything in her “yes” to God. The Magnificat everyday invites us to embrace the work of God that liberates and redeems, redeems us all. It is no accident that these O Antiphons are prayed alongside the Magnificat.

    And this is where Advent sharpens our vision. The Church waits for Christ not as a gentle idea, but as the embodiment of Adonai – the Holy One made flesh. Jesus stands in continuity with the burning bush and Sinai, yet reframes them. In him, the fire does not consume. In him, the law is fulfilled in love. In him, God’s outstretched arm becomes a crucified body – exposed, vulnerable, and utterly committed to human freedom.

    O Adonai reminds us that the child we await is also Lord. Not a cosy symbol, but the God who disrupts unjust systems and calls us into courageous faithfulness.

    As we pray this antiphon today, perhaps we do so with open hands – ready not only to be redeemed, but to be sent.

    The music expression of the O Adonai I have chosen is from one of my favourite composers Arvo Part. The text has been translated into German. The music has such depth and mysterious wonder. The drone that underpins it steadies and secures the music – much like God who steadies and secures all that we are. The music is intense and mysterious, reflecting that sense of redemption rooted in our liberation.

    O Adonai,
    Holy One who hears the cry of your people,
    draw near to us in the fire and the cloud.
    Free us from what binds us,
    teach us the way of justice and compassion,
    and stretch out your arm again in our world.
    We wait for you, Lord of liberation.
    Amen.

  • Each year, in the final days of Advent, the Church slows its breathing and begins to pray differently. From 17–23 December, we sing or speak the ancient O Antiphons before and after the Magnificat at Evening Prayer, names addressed to Christ, drawn from the deep well of the Old Testament scriptures. The names are not explanations, but invocations. Not arguments about who God is, but longings.

    Today, we begin with O Sapientia – O Wisdom:

    O Wisdom, coming forth from the mouth of the Most High,
    reaching from one end to the other mightily,
    and sweetly ordering all things:
    Come and teach us the way of prudence.

    Wisdom, in the biblical imagination, is much more than intelligence or knowledge. Wisdom is God’s way of being present in the world – shaping, sustaining, and gently holding all of creation together. In Isaiah’s vision, which we lean into so deeply during Advent, the one who is too come will be marked by this divine gift of wisdom:

    “The spirit of the Lord shall rest on him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding” (Isaiah 11:2).

    Wisdom is as God wills it: given breath – not man-made or manufactured. It comes “from the mouth of the Most High”, a reminder that the world itself is called into being by God’s voice, and continually sustained by it.

    What always strikes me about this antiphon is its tenderness. Wisdom reaches “mightily” from one end of creation to the other, and yet it orders all things “sweetly. God’s wisdom is not coercive or dominant. It does not shout or rush. It persuades, harmonises, and draws things into relationship.

    As a musician, I can’t help but hear that word “ordering” in a musical way. Sapientia is not about control or uniformity, but about a holy attentiveness, a way of holding many voices together before God. Each voice remains distinct, each is honoured, each is given space to sound. Divine Wisdom does not silence difference; she listens for how it might belong.

    I think of composers and conductors who can hold complexity with patience and trust: the uneasy beauty of twentieth-century dissonance that stretches our ears and hearts; the shimmering grace of polyphony, where independent lines are woven into prayer; the quiet, mathematical faithfulness of Bach’s chorales, where scripture is ordered not to constrain it, but to let it speak. When Sapientia is present, voices begin to resonate rather than compete, and sound becomes communion. 

    That ability to be at ease with difference, or at least open to it, allowing it to weave into the depth of our lives and relationships, is key to holy wisdom. But that feels like a quiet challenge in our world currently. We live amid noise, urgency, and certainty. We are encouraged to speak quickly, react instantly, and choose sides decisively. Advent invites a different way, one of attentiveness, which in our world is a rare thing. Wisdom, scripture tells us, does not judge by appearances or snap conclusions (Isaiah 11:3). It listens deeply. We need more of this: sitting in the uncomfortable, working through and working with difference, and finding common ground and respect.

    We can pray this antiphon knowing that Wisdom does not remain abstract. In Jesus, Wisdom takes flesh, not as a distant idea or a powerful ruler, but as one who walks alongside us, noticing those others overlook, and refusing to be hurried into easy answers. Jesus teaches wisdom not by winning arguments, but by showing us how to live – faithfully, compassionately, and attentively before God.

    The final plea of today’s antiphon is striking:

    “Come and teach us the way of prudence.”

    Prudence, a word we don’t use often. It encourages us to be wise, and to live faithfully – knowing when to act and when to wait – when to speak and when silence is the truest response. Prudence recognises that not everything is ours to control, and that God’s wisdom is already at work, often beyond our noticing.

    To pray O Sapientia is to ask for teachability – and I have to say, this can be one of the hardest things: to be open to something new, to admit that we do not see the whole picture, to trust that even in a disordered world God is gently, patiently, sweetly at work, drawing all things toward life.

    Today, I have chosen a simple plainchant setting of O Sapientia. You may want to listen to it, then gently recite the words of Mary’s Magnificat, and return again to the chant. I find that when I hear the chant a second time, the words have often been transformed by Mary’s song and hear and receive things differently.

    O Wisdom,
    coming forth from the mouth of the Most High
    and ordering all things sweetly:
    teach us the way of prudence,
    that in attentive living and faithful waiting
    we may learn to dwell within your life,
    through Jesus Christ,
    the Wisdom of God.
    Amen.

  • Every year I get to about this point in the Advent season and I feel exhausted, almost as though the “reason for the season” is slipping by. Before I was a priest, I was a professional musician, and the old adage that December pays for January and February’s rent is not really an adage at all, it is a lived reality. December, and Advent with it, has always been the busiest season.

    And yet, the Church has always given me a gift at this point in Advent, often wrapped in music.

    Since my late teens, I have prayed the offices of Morning and Evening Prayer (and, on a good day, Compline). These rhythms have carried me through much of my life. It was here that I first came to know the O Antiphons. For me, they are one of those treasured places of stillness as we approach the final, shimmering days of Advent.

    Each year, from 17–23 December, the Church sings these ancient prayers: seven days, seven names, seven windows into who Christ is, and who Christ will be for the world.

    Over the coming week, I thought I would reflect each day on the O Antiphon appointed for that day. But first: what exactly are they, and why do they matter?

    The “O…” what?

    The Great O Antiphons date back to at least the sixth or seventh century. Rooted in the monastic tradition, they were sung at the beginning and end of the Magnificat during Evening Prayer, as the Church counted down the final days before Christmas. While melodies and practices have varied across time and tradition, these seven antiphons are remarkably universal.

    Each antiphon begins with “O…” and then names Christ using a title drawn from the Hebrew Scriptures: Wisdom of God, Root of Jesse, Key of David. These are not names invented by the early Church, but inherited, the longings, metaphors, and hopes of Israel carried forward into Christian prayer.

    And beautifully, in Latin, the first letters of the seven titles, read backwards, form an acrostic: ERO CRAS – Tomorrow I will come.

    Whether this was intentional or a grace discovered later, it perfectly captures the ache of Advent, where longing is stretched toward promise.

    Many of us have encountered the antiphons through the hymn O Come, O Come, Emmanuel, which paraphrases them. Others know them through plainchant in religious communities, through Evensong, or through modern choral settings that shimmer with their own interpretations of these ancient words.

    Why This Matters to Me

    Much of my life has been spent in rehearsal rooms, concert halls, choir stalls, and at sanctuary steps as a cantor. I have been a musician for as long as I can remember, first as a young choral singer, then as a trained professional, and now as a priest.

    Throughout Advent and Christmas, I have sung many versions of the O Antiphons. In parish churches, wrapped inside the familiar longing of O Come, O Come, Emmanuel. In masses, where I am most at home singing Marty Haugen’s My Soul in Stillness Waits, threading the antiphons through the eucharistic liturgy. In cathedrals and concert halls, ringing out James MacMillan’s O Radiant Dawn, an explosion of light in musical form. And in the haunting stillness of the plainsong O Radix Jesse, where the air seems to thin and deepen at the same time.

    These antiphons lived in my body long before I ever studied their history or understood their theological depth. They taught me how to pray before I knew I was praying.

    And, of course, they sit alongside the Magnificat – Mary’s great song of reversal and hope that the Church sings daily. How powerful it is that, each day, we are called as the Church to sing this radical hymn of praise and subversion. The O Antiphons frame her words: the voice of a young woman naming a kingdom not yet fully seen, but deeply trusted.

    Music has allowed me to enter that hope again and again.

    Perhaps that is why these seven names still feel so alive to me.

    They are not abstract titles; they are voices I have sung, places I have prayed, and longings I have breathed in harmony with others.

    Why Names Matter

    In Scripture, names reveal calling, character, and promise. To name is not merely to label, but to recognise.

    The O Antiphons invite us to do just that, to behold the fullness of Jesus, not only as the child of Bethlehem, but as the one whispered about through centuries of prophecy and desire.

    These titles are like facets of a diamond, turning the light so that we glimpse Christ from different angles.

    They allow us to pray with the Church of the Old Testament: waiting, yearning.

    They allow us to pray with the Church of the New Testament: recognising the One who fulfils ancient promises not in abstraction, but in flesh and vulnerability.

    Each “O…” is a plea.
    Each is a cry of the heart.
    Each ends with the imperative: Come.

    A Practice of Yearning

    To pray the antiphons is to invite Christ into our need.
    To call upon his names is to remember who he is.
    And to hear “Tomorrow I will come” whispered back to us – here, now – is to rest again in the promise at the heart of Advent.

    17–23 December…

    So, this is an invitation, if you would like to join me on this journey through the O Antiphons. Each day I’ll be posting a short reflection on one of these ancient names of Christ.

    I hope you’ll journey with me.

    Come, Lord Jesus.
    Come to us in wisdom, in freedom, in light, in peace.
    Come, Emmanuel.

    I will try to post a musical version of the O Antiphons to go alongside what I have written each day. Today I share something that reflects the O Antiphons. It is called “My Soul in Stillness Waits” by Marty Haugen, an American Composer of Liturgical music. Here, the O Antiphons are woven alongside Psalm 95.

  • A Sermon for the 3rd Sunday of Advent

    The Third Sunday of Advent is Gaudete Sunday.
    Gaudete means Rejoice! A moment of rose-coloured light in the deep purples of waiting. A day when the Church invites us to loosen our shoulders just a little, to breathe, to notice joy even when the candles are still surrounded by night.

    Joy here is not forced cheerfulness or Christmas-card sentimentality. It is the kind of joy that glimmers like a small flame in the wind: real, fragile, stubborn. Joy as resistance. Joy that says: even in this world, even now, God is coming.

    Because joy is not always easy to grasp. For some, this season is difficult: the cost-of-living crisis biting, the ache of absence at Christmas tables, conflict and uncertainty across nations, and perhaps even within our own hearts. It can feel like walking through desert places, dry ground where hope seems thin.

    And yet, into this reality, Isaiah speaks a word of astonishing audacity:
    “The wilderness and the dry land shall be glad; the desert shall rejoice and blossom.”

    Not might, but shall. Not if things improve, not if we sort our lives out, not if the world becomes peaceful – but because God is coming, and therefore joy will blossom in the most unlikely places. Isaiah’s vision is not set in a garden but in a wasteland. God’s promise is not that life will always be easy, but that even where life feels barren, God can bring forth new shoots.

    He speaks of weak hands strengthened, fearful hearts told, “Do not be afraid.” He speaks of eyes opened, the lame leaping like deer, water bursting from thirsty ground. Joy in scripture is never something we must conjure up. Joy is what happens when God arrives. It is gift, not performance. It comes to us like a green shoot through cracked earth.

    Each of us knows areas of life that feel desert-like; a strained relationship, an unexpected health diagnosis, a grief we carry, a world weary with injustice. Isaiah invites us to imagine that even there, God might be planting something tender and alive.

    And then we turn to Mary – a young woman in an occupied land, from an unremarkable village, newly pregnant under circumstances that could have ruined her. And she sings. She sings not because everything is simple but because she trusts that God is doing something new.

    “My soul glorifies the Lord,
    and my spirit rejoices in God my Saviour.”

    Mary’s joy is subversive.
    It is joy that confronts the powerful, lifts the lowly, fills the hungry with good things. She sings of a God who overturns the world as we know it. Her joy is not escapism; it is courage wrapped up in song, a daring declaration that God is turning the world the right way up.

    And her courage reminds me of a spiritual that has long stayed with me. “There Is a Balm in Gilead.” I first heard this Spiritual back in the late two thousands whilst studying singing in Canada, I worked for a short while with a black African American singing teacher. She introduced me to many spirituals as part of my training, and this one stayed with me in a way that has encouraged me in moments of finding subversive joy. “There is a balm in Gilead”  emerged from the African-American tradition, shaped in a world marked by enslavement, violence, and profound loss. I do not pretend to fully grasp the weight of that history, nor to speak on behalf of those who lived it. But what moves me is the way the song holds sorrow and joy together without diminishing either.

    It begins in painful honesty:
    “Sometimes I feel discouraged and think my work’s in vain.”
    No pretence. No hiding the exhaustion of life in hard places.
    And then, into this discouragement, comes the refrain:
    “But then the Holy Spirit revives my soul again.”

    That word revives is pure Advent – joy as breath returning to weary lungs, strength flowing into weak hands, hope rising where hope had thinned. Joy not born of circumstances improving, but born of God drawing near because we are loved beyond measure by God. A joy received, not manufactured.

    The refrain speaks of a healing balm – God’s tenderness meeting human wounds. Somehow, communities who had every reason to despair sang it with fierce hope, clinging to the belief that God’s Spirit could still restore and revive. That is subversive joy. Joy that refuses to let suffering have the final word. Joy that blossoms in barren places – not because the world is gentle, but because God is good.

    In its quiet courage, this spiritual stands close to Mary’s Magnificat. Both are songs sung in the shadows of oppression. Both proclaim a God who lifts the lowly and restores the broken. Both insist that joy can rise even in the hardest places.

    Notice again: joy in scripture is never shallow. It is birthed in risk, in waiting, in uncertainty. Joy is not glitter sprinkled onto life – joy is what breaks through when we trust the promise of God’s future more than the fear of the present.

    Which is why the Gospel today is so striking. While Mary sings, John the Baptist sits in prison – in a dark cell, hearing rumours about Jesus, wondering if he got it wrong. “Are you the one who is to come,” he asks, “or are we to wait for another?” Even prophets have doubts. Even saints have days where joy feels distant.

    And Jesus does not scold him. Instead, he sends back evidence of joy in action: “The blind receive sight, the lame walk, the dead are raised, and the poor have good news.”

    In other words, look for the signs of life. Even if John cannot see them from prison, joy is already moving like water beneath the sand.

    Perhaps this is our invitation too: when joy feels elusive, look for the small signs of God at work – a meal shared, a kindness offered when you least expected it, volunteers like at our food bank handing out food with dignity, a candle lit faithfully in memory and love like we so many of us do at our church. Kingdom-joy often begins quietly. A blossom in the desert.

    Gaudete Sunday tells us that joy is not pretending everything is fine – no one needs toxic positivity. Instead, joy is the confidence that God is breaking in – even now, even here. Joy is the brave decision to keep watch for light. To keep singing with Mary. To keep trusting with Isaiah. To keep seeking signs with John.

    So perhaps this week as we spend time in prayer or in wondering we might ask:
    • Where is something beginning to blossom in me?
    • Where might God be planting hope?
    • What small joy can I tend?

    And maybe you need to borrow joy from someone else for a while – and that is holy too. That is why the Church gathers. When one of us cannot sing, another carries the tune. When someone’s candle flickers, we share the flame.

    In some churches on Gaudete Sunday, they wear rose vestments – not the full gold of Christmas, not yet, nor the more sombre purple, but a blush of rose joy. A sign that the night is not all there is. That the Light is coming. That God is drawing near with healing and restoration.

    For joy is not the absence of sorrow.
    Joy is the presence of God.

    And like a desert in bloom, like Mary’s song in the dark, like a spiritual sung in hard places, like good news spoken to a prisoner – joy can surprise us. Tender shoots can break through hard earth. Water can spring up in wilderness places. Hearts once fearful can find strength again.

    This Advent, may God give us eyes to see joy, courage to welcome it, and grace to share it.
    Amen.

    I want to share with you my favourite recording of ‘There is a Balm in Gilead’ sung by the mighty Kathleen Battle and Jessye Norman. I hope you enjoy it.

  • A Sermon for Second Sunday in Advent

    If you’ve ever walked the Hadrian’s Wall path in Northumberland, you’ll know the Sycamore Gap tree – an iconic, solitary sycamore tree standing in a dramatic dip in the landscape. For decades it was one of the most photographed trees in Britain. Strong, rooted, quietly majestic. Bizarrely, my first memory of it was from watching Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves a classic of 1991, now I’m showing my age.

    And then last year it was felled.
    Deliberately.

    You probably heard about it on the news.
    A senseless act of vandalism that left people across the country shocked and grieving. A beautiful, living thing reduced to a stump.

    I think the reaction was so strong because the tree represented more than itself. It stood for endurance, beauty, rootedness – the idea that amid all that changes of this world, something can remain steady. Its felling felt like a small symbol of the fragility we all feel in the world right now.

    But the story didn’t end there.
    Forestry experts discovered something remarkable.
    The tree is trying to grow again.
    In fact according to the National Trist there are 25 new shoots are emerging from the stump – small, tender signs of stubborn life. And more: hundreds of cuttings were taken from the fallen tree, many of which have rooted successfully. These new saplings are being nurtured across the UK to be planted in the years to come.
    What looked like an ending has become the beginning of a much wider legacy.

    When I heard that, I thought: this is exactly what Isaiah is talking about.
    This is Advent.

    “A shoot shall come out of the stump of Jesse.”

    Isaiah speaks into a landscape of despair.
    The royal line of David, Jesse’s family, had been cut down by war, exile, and failure. The tree of Israel’s hope had been reduced to a stump.

    And yet Isaiah dares to say:

    “From here, from what looks dead, God will begin again.”

    God’s peace grows not in ideal circumstances but in places that look ruined: Where life has felt cut down, Where hope seems thin, Where the world feels violent or fractured, Where we ourselves feel weary or overwhelmed.

    Isaiah doesn’t deny the damage.
    He names it.
    But he also names God’s tenacious life breaking through.

    The peace God promises is not fragile or sentimental.
    It is resilient.
    It grows out of stumps.

    Peace as Transformation, Not Quietness

    Isaiah’s vision of the peaceable kingdom – the wolf with the lamb, the child safe by the snake’s den – is not a picture of nature behaving itself. It is a vision of the world reordered. A reversal of domination, a healing of fear, a transformation of relationships.

    And it rests on justice:

    “He will judge the poor with righteousness.”
    “With equity for the meek of the earth.”

    Biblical peace – shalom – is not the absence of conflict.
    It is the presence of justice, wholeness, in being in right relationship.

    Which is why, on this second Sunday of Advent, the Church gives us John the Baptist.

    John the Baptist: The Disturber of False Peace

    When we become complacent and think Advent is just about our gentle, candle-lit moments, John strides out of the wilderness with a voice that shakes the air:

    “Repent! Prepare the way of the Lord!”

    It can feel jarring.
    But John is not trying to shame people; he is trying to wake them.

    You cannot enter God’s peace while clinging to the things that destroy peace.
    You cannot receive Christ’s kingdom without letting something in you change.

    Spiritual transformation in Greek the word is metanoia is simply turning around, reorienting, allowing God to reshape us from within.

    John’s fierce imagery, the axe at the root, the winnowing fork, can sound frightening. But it is the imagery of clearing ground, of removing what is dead or harmful so something better can grow.

    John is the gardener preparing the soil for the Prince of Peace.

    Advent peace, then, begins not with calmness but with courage …
    the courage to let God work on the places in us that are tangled or hardened,
    the courage to face what we’d rather ignore,
    the courage to make room.

    Peace in Our Time and Lives

    In our world right now, peace can feel impossibly distant.
    Wars rage.
    Communities fracture.
    Public life feels angry and brittle.
    Many of us carry our own private anxieties, griefs, and burdens.

    And it’s tempting to think peace is a kind of dream; beautiful, but unrealistic.
    A wolf and a lamb?
    A child safe by a snake’s hole?
    Really?

    Isaiah would say: Yes – because God is involved.
    John would say: Yes – if you’re willing to prepare.

    Peace begins in the smallest shoots of change:
    in acts of forgiveness,
    in refusing to speak with cruelty,
    in choosing justice over comfort,
    in softening a hardened heart,
    in letting go of resentment,
    in making room for God’s newness.

    Peace is not something we wait for passively.
    It’s something we lean towards, prepare for, and practice.

    Just like the Sycamore Gap tree, peace grows slowly, sometimes invisibly, 
    but with a strength deeper than destruction.

    Lighting the Peace Candle

    On the second Sunday in Advent we light the candle of Peace, and we do so not pretending the world is peaceful.
    Instead we are declaring our hope in the God who brings peace
    even here,
    even now,
    even from the stumps.

    The candle’s light is small, but it pushes back the dark.
    It is an act of defiant hope.
    It says:

    “The One who brings peace is coming.”
    “New life can grow again.”
    “This is not the end of the story.”

    The Sycamore Gap tree will never look the same as it once did – but its life isn’t finished. In fact, its legacy will now be scattered in hundreds of places, where new trees will rise from what was destroyed.

    Perhaps that is a parable for us.
    For our churches.
    For our communities.
    For our wounded world.
    For our own hearts.

    Where something has been cut down,
    God can bring new life.
    Where peace seems impossible,
    Christ can begin again.
    Where all we can see is a stump,
    God sees a future forest.

    So, this Advent, let us pray for peace
    but let us also prepare for peace.

    Let us open our hands.
    Let us soften our hearts.
    Let us make room for Christ.

    For the One who brings peace is already drawing near.
    And even the stumps of our lives are not the end of the story.

    Amen.

  • An Advent Sunday Reflection

    On the eve of Advent Sunday – our “New Year’s Eve” in the Church – I often find myself in a place of deep gratitude for the year that has been, pondering the things that have been painful or challenging, reflecting quietly, and also with a growing excitement for the year that is coming. Tonight in our home in north London, the first of our seasonal decorations is up: a simple wooden tree made from driftwood. Wood washed and worn by the ocean now stands in our living room, warmed by soft lights.

    We’re big into hygge as a family – a Scandinavian practice of warm light, and a cosy home as the winter draws in. Over the last few weeks, we’ve been pulling out the cosiest blankets, adding warm lamps, and inviting a sense of comfort and gentleness into the house. While the world outside grows colder and the trees become dormant, we are choosing warm light – but also choosing to welcome the darkness. Darkness as a place to ponder, to give thanks, to process the year, and to make space in head and heart so that, come spring, new ideas and new energy can take root.

    And tonight, the gentle glow of those lights settles on the driftwood tree that will help us mark first Advent and later Christmas. It strikes me how fitting this is: the Light we will soon welcome at Christmas is the same Light who will one day encounter the wood of another tree – the cross.

    But for now, in this season of beginnings, Jesus’ words call us simply to watch and wait. To be ready. Not with frantic activity or perfectly polished plans, but with an open, spacious attentiveness.

    December seems to invite us to speed up, to fill our calendars, our tables, our shopping baskets. Yet creation itself, God’s first testimony, whispers a different invitation: to rest, to become dormant for a little while, to make room, to quieten our spirits enough to notice the first flicker of approaching light.

    In her book Rest Is Resistance, Tricia Hersey writes of rest as a quiet, holy act of rebellion, a refusal to believe that our worth is tied to our productivity or our pace. She speaks of rest as a way of reclaiming our humanity, of remembering that we are not machines but beloved creatures. And I can’t help thinking how profoundly Advent echoes that call. At the very moment the world urges us to do more, buy more, be more, Advent invites us to step out of that rhythm and into God’s own slower, deeper rhythm of watching and waiting. To resist the myth that busyness is blessing, and instead to wonder, to listen, to let ourselves be renewed by stillness.

    So I find myself wondering:

    What might watching and waiting look like for us this Advent?

    What might it mean to make room, not just in our homes, but in our inner life – for the Light of the World to come?

    As Isaiah envisioned the nations streaming to the mountain of the Lord, walking in His ways and learning the pathways of peace, so Advent invites us to walk in the light of the Lord even before the fullness of the dawn arrives.

    May this be a season of gentle light, spacious rest, and hopeful waiting – a season where, quietly and almost imperceptibly, the Light draws near, and where like our little driftwood tree – shaped by waters, lit by warmth – we too can become simple signs of the greater Light that is coming, and the new year that begins in hope.

    God of gentle light,
    in this season of waiting,
    quiet our hearts,
    slow our steps,
    and teach us the holy resistance of rest.
    May your light find us attentive and unhurried,
    ready to welcome the One who comes.
    Amen.